I DO NOT KNOW ......

Dear special one...I really do hope that u may read these..and understand my truly meaning..

Everyday...i look at the sky..
Missing you....remembering you...
I do not know..if you feel the same too...


Every step that i take...
I could see you walk beside me..
Holding my hand...
But..i do not know if you want it too or not..


Every time.. when i'm alone..
I can feel that u accompany me..
But i do not know whether you feel it too or not..


When you do not text or call me..
I'm starting to worry..
I'm start to afraid..
I pray that nothing bad happened to you..
But i do not know how to express how worried i am... 


When i'm knowing that you are too busy..
I know that i should not bother you..
But.. I do not know how to stop typing messages,
calling or thinking about you..


When i can't see you in front of my eyes...
I start to think that i might loose you..
Because i do not know how to survive without you beside me..


I do not know how can i stop thinking about you..
I do not know..why i'm worry about you so much..
I do not know how to pass a day without you..
I do not know..how to hate you..
I do not know how to forget about you although sometime you hurt me..


BUT NOW I KNOW WHY ALL OF THAT THINGS HAPPENED TO ME...
IT JUST BECAUSE OF ONE REASON...
I LOVE YOU.. I WANNA BE YOURS..TILL THE END OF THE DAY..

:)

sincerely, ila
      to 
my beloved one... :)